The Eraser

so



i started this a week ago

and it was



HELL ON EARTH



i wanted to rip it up so many times

but

i restrained my self



and just flicked it off every time i walked by it



after muchmuchmuchmuch MUCH pain

and anger

and fist shaking

and various other obsenities



i managed to "finish" it

and by "finish"

i mean be satisfied but not compeletly pleased



there are a billion and a half things wrong with it
AKA HIS GOD DAMN FACE!
I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF OVER HIS FUCKING FACE!

BUT

i imagine that i will keep fiddling with it even after this



but for now

i cant even look at it





sosoososoosooo



this was something that i've never done before

i wanted to try something new



inspired after having listened to Thom Yorke's new album The Eraser

i enjoy it immensely



although it didnt turn out like how i was TRYING to make it turn out

whatever



done entirely in GOUACHE

on stonehendge paper

its......big

ummmmmmmm i THINK 20"X30"



i appologize for the shitty image

there was no way i could get a good picture of it

so i had to scan it many many times

the color is a bit off, which pisses me off

because although i may not be happy with everything

i would still like it to be accurately represented





please full view if it doesnt kill you

the brush strokes are important

and stuff



and this is running too long







all in all?

it's a piece of shit